Feeling alone

[jli]

I recently had a child who was stillborn.  It is the most devastating thing I have every had to face.  I have a great family and felt very supported.  But now several weeks have passed and I feel more alone than ever.  I have gone back to work but I have not been able to bring myself to share what has happened.  I feel like I am in a fog all day long and I am just waiting for the end of the day to come.  My husband is grieving differently than me and that is okay but it just feel like everyone is moving forward and I am stuck.  My friends have tired to be there for me.  But they don't truly understand how I feel.  I have tried keeping a diary and seeking professional help.  I haven't found either of these things helpful.  I just can stop feeling so hurt, angry, alone, cheated, etc.  I have tried to keep going "just put one foot in front of the other but inside I am just in so much pain.  The pain is so close to the surface that  I feel like I am going to cry every minute of every day. 

Anybody out there who has been there if you have any thought I would love to hear them.

[rileyandtheowl]

I just saw this. I am so sorry for your loss