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Post by amysalazar02 on Jan 17, 2015 2:36:01 GMT -5
It's been three weeks since I felt like something was wrong with my body. Being nauseous all the time and other crazy stuff. But i was on birth control so yeah i was more than confident I wasnt pregnant. I went to the hospital all they said was i had a uti. For the record this hospital claims UTI for everything, yet my doctor always tells me after my hospital visit that was wrong and not to take the medicine for it. But this time I just needed to feel less pain, and wasnt able to reach my doctor. So i took the medicine ritualisticly. Every 8 hours and then another every 12 nausea medicine and very strong pain pills. Today i was mortified as i saw a little pile of meat just come out. How didnt i know ? I was very late on my "period" . I cant help but feel to blame. Im mad at myself for not taking a test, for trusting the birth control. This is my fault. I have always suffered from depression as a child leading to my teens and i feel like maybe this is worse. All of those suicide attempts yet none worked? Had i died atleast that poor child wouldnt have.
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