Post by renaed on Aug 24, 2014 20:37:22 GMT -5
I was here years ago. I had two miscarriages and finally got my heart's desire on Jan. 31, 2004. She's 10yrs. old and so precious. I still have days where I wonder what it would have been like had her brother been here. He'd be 15 this year. I wonder how he and my daughter would have interacted. I have days I sense that he's watching over her and I smile. She knows about him and tells me she can't wait til she gets to meet him in heaven. Course I tell her she's going to have to wait til she's a very very old woman. 
I've gone through another tragedy since my miscarriages, and the blessing of my beautiful daughter. November 20, 2011, I had the biggest blow to my family that I relive almost everyday since. My friend, a person who would have done anything and everything for anyone, before she would do for herself, had a mental breakdown. She shot her two sons, her niece and nephew, and her oldest son's girlfriend and then shot herself. Four of the kids were my cousins. I think of them everyday and can't get past this.
I've gone through another tragedy since my miscarriages, and the blessing of my beautiful daughter. November 20, 2011, I had the biggest blow to my family that I relive almost everyday since. My friend, a person who would have done anything and everything for anyone, before she would do for herself, had a mental breakdown. She shot her two sons, her niece and nephew, and her oldest son's girlfriend and then shot herself. Four of the kids were my cousins. I think of them everyday and can't get past this.