Post by jezebel on May 3, 2013 15:12:49 GMT -5
Ever feel like you lost your spirit that you have been broke emotionally.
I can't help to think how happy my son would be in this new place and the animal would get pet and all. I am battling trying to keep my spirit but I am on a loosing side.
I know the is no on on earth that can answer my question of this horrific event in my life but I feel like I am damaged more then I was before he died.
The will to live is strong and no I don't want to die to be with David but maybe if you caught me in the first few days or week you might of got a different answer.
Time is suppose to heal everything truly can it??? is this something that is to heal or will it be a sort of open wound that weeps.
I miss my son so dang much I think if he only would of went out the window it was right by his bed and we think they were talking to each other but were they really? Why didn't dad got from the house a have some on call the fire dept. it was called by a neighbor. I try to dream of my son every night I know this m,may be a little demanding but in the dream I can talk to him it doesn't matter what is said just as long as I talk to him.
I am glad I don't have nightmares on him being in the fire and not (I think) knowing what to do or go. yes I have spoke to him about the fire and to go out the window. My son was the only person in this world who actually I connected with none of my other family member I have this with not even my sister.
you know they are cloning dogs and sheep but what if you could cone your child from Baby would you. I don't want to make light of this what I am to say I am not. IF your child died in infancy would you have the child cloned or of it is a child any age would you clone the child. No I would not the child would not be the one I know he would not have the same personality but cause my folks are dead and he could be more mental challenge or not it (doesn't matter) I am not against this sort of thing either but I wouldn't for that reason. Not from a baby GOD LORD the diapers and I am to old to have a baby around.
Rhayden
I can't help to think how happy my son would be in this new place and the animal would get pet and all. I am battling trying to keep my spirit but I am on a loosing side.
I know the is no on on earth that can answer my question of this horrific event in my life but I feel like I am damaged more then I was before he died.
The will to live is strong and no I don't want to die to be with David but maybe if you caught me in the first few days or week you might of got a different answer.
Time is suppose to heal everything truly can it??? is this something that is to heal or will it be a sort of open wound that weeps.
I miss my son so dang much I think if he only would of went out the window it was right by his bed and we think they were talking to each other but were they really? Why didn't dad got from the house a have some on call the fire dept. it was called by a neighbor. I try to dream of my son every night I know this m,may be a little demanding but in the dream I can talk to him it doesn't matter what is said just as long as I talk to him.
I am glad I don't have nightmares on him being in the fire and not (I think) knowing what to do or go. yes I have spoke to him about the fire and to go out the window. My son was the only person in this world who actually I connected with none of my other family member I have this with not even my sister.
you know they are cloning dogs and sheep but what if you could cone your child from Baby would you. I don't want to make light of this what I am to say I am not. IF your child died in infancy would you have the child cloned or of it is a child any age would you clone the child. No I would not the child would not be the one I know he would not have the same personality but cause my folks are dead and he could be more mental challenge or not it (doesn't matter) I am not against this sort of thing either but I wouldn't for that reason. Not from a baby GOD LORD the diapers and I am to old to have a baby around.
Rhayden