Post by judiann on Apr 1, 2013 16:30:04 GMT -5
What a cruel, horrible day.... 
Used to be Fun sooo many years ago...loved the pranks, the jokes....
Now it stands as the most heartbreaking day I will spend every year for the rest of my life...
Today was the day of Melvin's funeral in St. Louis, our Memorial for him on the Indian River Lagoon....
I don't know why but I haven't been back to the park where his Memorial board is for 3 years now...wanted to go today, just can't....seeing His name & dates rips my heart to shreds
....
I've had more then enough of that over the past 5 weeks & it hasn't stopped yet....really, just want it to be over & done.
Toss in that I've pulled a tendon or ligament in my ankle & am in a "boot" that feels like a concrete block (for 3-6 months)....yay.
The one thing that makes my world mostly Ok?? All of you...
I'm Ok or as Ok as I can be for today.... just knowing you are There fills my heart, helps me make it "one more day"....
(((((((Hugs)))))))) & Love to You,
judiann
Used to be Fun sooo many years ago...loved the pranks, the jokes....
Now it stands as the most heartbreaking day I will spend every year for the rest of my life...
Today was the day of Melvin's funeral in St. Louis, our Memorial for him on the Indian River Lagoon....
I don't know why but I haven't been back to the park where his Memorial board is for 3 years now...wanted to go today, just can't....seeing His name & dates rips my heart to shreds
....I've had more then enough of that over the past 5 weeks & it hasn't stopped yet....really, just want it to be over & done.
Toss in that I've pulled a tendon or ligament in my ankle & am in a "boot" that feels like a concrete block (for 3-6 months)....yay.
The one thing that makes my world mostly Ok?? All of you...
I'm Ok or as Ok as I can be for today.... just knowing you are There fills my heart, helps me make it "one more day"....
(((((((Hugs)))))))) & Love to You,
judiann
