Dazed & Confussed....

[joan]

(((((((((((judiann))))))) how is she doing, and more important how are you doing?

You have done all you could under very difficult circumstances. I don't expect anything different from my mum in her last days than ever before. I would not be surprised, if I am there when she dies, if the last words are an insult or nasty in some way. The leopard doesn't change its spots.

Be sure to take care of you -as Linda says - you are loved here.

More (((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

Joan

[judiann]

Thank you All, for the Loving support...I really need it.

My Mom is now in RH/Hospice as of today (after 11 days in the hospital)...not sure which yet, but she will Not be coming home....
IF I have the last word. So far...I do.

It's been a nightmare....

I'm still Standing....& Up to the Fight.( ha)
Big, Strong, Tough, Brave....ohhh, rotflmao on that one!!

I'm such a wuss .....I hate feeling like this ....making the decisions for the rest of my mom's life....it sucks.

love ya all,
judiann

P.S...i'm doing ok i guess...feels really crappy tho

[joan]

((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
that has ti be really hard, judiann. I am so sorry.
It has to feel really crappy.
I hope she is comfortable - I have been told that hospice helps the patient and the family. I hope that is true.

Keep us updated.

Much love and prayers

Joan

[lindac]

Being connected with Hospice is a good thing. Your mom gets the care she needs and they also support the family. I wish you didn't have to go through this. It is difficult when relationships are good but I think it probably is even more difficult when you haven't had that. It is a grief all of its own.

Sending more hugs and prayers and just remember,we areholding a rope for you if you need it to hang onto.

Love ya.

[Corinne]

{{{{{{{{judiann}}}}}}}}}}}

I was thinking about you the other day, and reminded myself to log in here to check. Now I know why. My heart goes out to you, Judiann, know that even though I am not here very often, you are on my mind.