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Post by samanthapaige on Feb 10, 2013 12:56:53 GMT -5
As of February 6th I would be 7 months pregnant right now. Some days are harder than others remembering that in just two short months I could have been giving birth to a beautiful son or daughter. Some nights I stay up all night wondering what it would feel like right now if I was still carrying my baby. I have friends whom are pregnant and they say they can't stand how much their boobs hurt or how much their backs hurts and the hormone changes are driving them crazy. I miss every moment of that. If I was still pregnant those friends and myself would be having our babies very close together. I would give anything to have all those symptoms back even the morning sickness. I may have disliked it at the moment but I also loved every moment of it because I knew that I had a little life growing inside me. A life that I had created and a life that I was going to bring into this world. Not one day goes by that I don't miss my baby my son or daughter. I miss everything about being pregnant. I would be having my son or daughter in April but since I won't be having my son or daughter because he or she is in heaven, I will celebrate my baby's life the short life he or she had within me. I will celebrate that life and celebrate the joy he/she brought me. Even though my baby and many other of our babies are in heaven ( Rest.In.Paradise. Beautiful babies ) they deserve to be celebrated. The happiness they brought us the love they filled us with will be celebrated. I love you baby and I miss you Rest In Paradise one day I will meet you. Ill never stop loving you.
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Post by polydoly13 on Feb 12, 2013 11:34:11 GMT -5
I'm so sorry for your loss. I too count the milestones that I would have, SHOULD BE enjoying, appreciating, experiencing. I'm still at the point where I break down and "lose it" during those times, I don't know if or when those times will become fewer and farther between or if/when they get easier.
In a way I'm kinda lucky in that I am very isolated where I live so I don't have to be around a lot of ppl that are expecting and luckily I have no close friends/family that are expecting, but I do have friends/family that are trying and I am so scared to see or talk to them cuz I'm afraid they will announce their good news and I have no good news of my own. Hopefully one day, some day, it will be me and hopefully some day, one day it will be you.
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cobie
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Post by cobie on Mar 1, 2013 2:21:36 GMT -5
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to have pregnant friends all around and it is extremely hard, especially when they talk of the "hard things" about being pregnant that we would give anything to feel. I'm glad you are positive about celebrating bub's life because we should celebrate them, they are our perfect angels and I think they are all playing together in the after life (heaven, whatever you want to call it).
Be easy on yourself as it is a very difficult time. Wishing for peace for you. Xoxo
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Post by Kayt on Mar 7, 2013 19:41:29 GMT -5
I'm so very sorry for your loss Samantha *hugs*. I do the same thing. I celebrate the brief time I got to spend with my son, even if it was just feeling the little kicks while he wriggled around. I miss it so much. I also hate that the pregnant women around me usually have no tact when they start complaining about being pregnant. I would give ANYTHING to be uncomfortably pregnant and getting ready to give birth.
This place has been such a blessing. Without these strong, wonderful women I don't know if I would have been able to make it this far. I hate the circumstance that has brought us all together but I am grateful to have every single one for support and am more than willing to lend support to those in need.
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