Post by salange on Feb 4, 2013 15:41:35 GMT -5
Hello...my name is Stacy and I experienced my first miscarriage this past Friday at 12 wks. I am already the proud mom of 2 wonderful children and my heart is absolutely shattered at the loss of their brother or sister. I had an ultrasound at 8.5 wks and saw my wonderful child bouncing around in there with a very strong heart beat and then less than a week before my next appt at 13 wks I started to bleed. There was no pain whatsoever wi the bleeding but I knew deep down in my heart what was happening. I went to the dr e next morning and she confirmed on an ultrasound that my baby had indeed died. I can't even begin to describe the devastating feelings that flooded me as I lay there watching my still baby on the screen. Because I was 12 wks and the size of the baby on the screen my dr recommended a d&c e next morning. I agreed and afterwards the dr informed my husband that this was indeed the best choice due to the size of the baby etc. the only bright side to this whole experience has been my absolutely amazing OB and the staff at the hospital and her office. I have never dealt with such compassionate and caring medical professionals and am thankful that they have been there to support me thru this process.
That brings me to today. It has been 2 days since e d&c and the cramping is starting to subside. This is a welcome change because with every pinching cramping feeling I am reminded of the painful emptiness inside me. I have taken the next week off of work to try and work thru some of my of emotions and gather my strength to return to the workplace.
My heart is broken and the tears still flow freely...and advice you may have would be so greatly appreciated!
That brings me to today. It has been 2 days since e d&c and the cramping is starting to subside. This is a welcome change because with every pinching cramping feeling I am reminded of the painful emptiness inside me. I have taken the next week off of work to try and work thru some of my of emotions and gather my strength to return to the workplace.
My heart is broken and the tears still flow freely...and advice you may have would be so greatly appreciated!