Post by missingmybabytye on Jan 28, 2013 1:56:15 GMT -5
My name is Tye I am 23 years old on January 3, 2013 at 1:48am my little baby boy was born still. He was full term at 38 weeks weighing exactly 5lbs. I will never forget his little face. Sometimes I can`t sleep at night I feel so guilty I was told the baby had been dead at least two days but I did not know this was first pregnancy I was told movement slows down after 36 weeks. I didn`t have any pain cramping or bleeding I became concerned when I nothing not even after I ate so I decided to go to labor and delivery to ease my mind when they did the ultrasound there was no heart beat I remember screaming God why me? They had to induce my labor it was so hard knowing he would never get to see my face oh how I miss him kicking me at 3am and would be starving and running to the bathroom my boyfriend has children and sometimes I feel like he doesn`t understand my pain I even feel envious he gets to be a parent and not me I know it is wrong but I am so emotional