Full Moon Rising...

[judiann]

...ackkk!

Here I am again ;D

Truly surprised at myself for staying away for so long.

How did that happen??? My Lifeline for over 8 years...pushing 9 in only months....

I was gonna say "if I only had the words"...but you all know that I have too many words most the time ....

Thank You All for Everything that you've done to keep me kinda sane(?), holding me up when I fell, staying with me thru my craziness....well, crazy is kinda fun. Don't ya think?? I do ;D...as the saying goes "if I was not crazy, i might go insane"....

I'm back on anti-d's for a month now.
Had to do something....my parents are really not doing well. Mom calls me every few days to let me know she's dying....Dad took a nasty spill T-day. Scared the beejeebers out of me!! He seems to be Ok for now...but he wouldn't tell me anyway.

It's just all so surreal. Is that the word I'm looking for?? I don't know anymore....everything is just sorta "warped", the images are just so wrong....time seems to move so slooooowwww, then its Gone so fast!!

Thanksgiving Day almost feels like a year ago....

Could we maybe get together around our great big table for some coffee, a shot or so for those of us that want it, catch up on Us??

I miss My Family.

Much Love & ((((((Hugs))))))
judiann

[pamela]

Hi Judiann~

I miss our family also. I still come here to read at least once a month, but haven't posted in a while also. Seems no one comes here anymore, maybe that's a good thing, we're all doing a little better??? Is that really possible, I was thinking today on my way to work that I think after time you just get "used" to our new life. It seems its been so long, I'm having a harder and harder time remembering what life was like when Michael was alive. So many changes in my life, so many changes for all of us.

Life is a challenge that is for sure. Time goes so fast these days. More days since we've seen our children, but also closer to the time when we will see them again.

Sorry to hear about the parents, a challenge for you I'm sure.

Hope others come and check in and give a shout out. I hope everyone is doing ok. Love and hugs to all of you.

Take care Judiann, full moon here the last two days.

love and hugs

pam

[judiann]

Hey, Pam,

So glad to see you!!

Life sure has changed for Us....I think it's a Good thing tho.....WE survived.

TIME.....is truly the only thing works. Lord, where does it go...how does it move so fast??


Take care, my Dear Sweet Friend ;-)....
Thanks for helping me thru, over the really rough spots

I'm Ok....I guess, but who knows & who really cares???

"This" is such a terribly, lonely journey...I wonder how we've made it this far??

I send you Love, I wish you Peace & Happiness.

Tis the "season" .....right??

Love ya,
judiann