Trying for Rainbow Baby

[davidsmomy]

Haven't been in here so long, Have had a lot happen in life celebrating another year without my son David Timothy but Im stronger and cry a little less then I did before. Im missing my son this time of year the most I got my bfp with David over 5 years ago on the 18th of November 2008 I can remember the day I found out i was so excited to be a mommy for the first time ever in my life, My marriage seemed to fall apart after loosing my David in March of 2009 it took 3 and half years for me to finally say enough and that i was leaving my dh I love him with all my heart but we would always go back and forth about having another child he would always tell me no and that he was content with just having his daughter, we finally broke down together and I told him that there is nothing more then anything in the world that i want is to have another baby i told him im scared to but im willing to take the risk of having another one hes willing to make that scarefice of giving me a Rainbow Baby Im still in shock that its going to happen

[katsmom]

you posted this awhile ago, but i wanted to ask how its going? are you actively ttc? maybe even preggers? update please?

[davidsmomy]

so far its just pracite we will actively start ttc next month after 5 years of not being pregnant and 3 and half years later of loosing are son David Timothy