2 years today.....

[justlostanangel]

Two years ago today lab work confirmed the nightmare of a m/c; levels had plummeted, & I had had so much bleeding & cramping, I knew that was most likely the outcome. I haven't visited the cemetery yet; haven't been home long (some of the drama & stress in my life has finally been put to rest!), & I'm torn about whether to wait until my husband gets back, or go by myself. Just don't know. Feeling blue, as I know you ladies will understand! I should have a little one toddling about, starting to talk, etc, but instead I have pictures of a grave marker, lab printouts & a heavy heart. It's times like this that are so unbearably hard to get through, yet we have to, somehow.
This post may not make sense, but I appreciate the chance to ramble & ease some of the ache in my heart. Thanks again ladies!

[dawn]

(((((huge hugs)))))) Anniversaries can be so hard. Ramble away.

[justlostanangel]

Thanks Dawn! {{{{{{hugs}}}}}} back at ya!

[candace]

My heart goes out to you! I know how difficult the milestone dates can be!!

[justlostanangel]

Thanks, Candace!! Only another mom who's been through loss truly "gets" how tough certain days are!