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Post by jezebel on Jul 10, 2012 11:58:23 GMT -5
not of my son but of the wedding aniversary  This is my 14th married to my husband, we have had are struggles but he has been so good through my son's death he never onnce said tat he is gone and to get on with me life, I have heard this before from others. My son would of been living with us now, You can't help to think of things I reckon I think of all the stuff he has been able to do with me all he could of experienced that he may not of had a chance to do. he had more to do in his life and with me. I know he would of like the flowers I like carnations while most like rosses I think the carnation has a better smell a rose is nice but well it is up to the person I guess. Rhayden |
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Post by joan on Jul 10, 2012 16:14:50 GMT -5
congratulations Rhayden. The "what ifs"and "would have, should haves" are hard, and any special day like an anniversary seem to trigger them off.
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Post by missingisaiah on Jul 10, 2012 21:49:52 GMT -5
(((HUGS)))
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Post by Healthylife4 Tori on Jul 10, 2012 22:31:35 GMT -5
((Rhayden))
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Post by jezebel on Jul 12, 2012 7:40:54 GMT -5
we had a nice time we do what we usualy do. we order a appitizer and salad and eat that and when dinner comes we are too full to eat it so we bring it home. then the next day we have it for dinner so we get two meals from it. This is the norm we do this all the time what ever place we are at we went to logans anyone have one of theswe around them my husband says this is the only place that can make a steak better then he cam I stand to differ with this but it is perfect the steak.
We eat deer mostly but we crave red meat and like a steak once in a while the place is nice and this time there was a screaming kid a wee one I hate screaming kids but you have to feel for the parents there is nothing they can do, David was never one of them he was a good child never crying over anything if you said We can't afford it or I don't have the cash for it he never took a fit, he was always easy going and it seemed like nothing bother him, oh dad did he said dad was getting on his last nerve and I said yeah I would if had dad on my last nerve to but he didn't want to leave dad till a few months bnefore the fire and even so he was battling with to stay or go he worrried what would happen to dad and he knew for dad to be happy (grumping) he was to be out of a nursing home he said he would suffer for dad to be happy, What kid do you know that would do this he has spent nearly his whole life with them and he has never had nuch of a life but yet he would rather be wioth them then away from them. They drove me and my sister away from them but David he wanted to stay.
I have tried now to be more like my son he would of enjoyed to be at dinner with us I am sure, He was not much of a red meat eater but he loved chiken.
Rhayden
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