Even if no one reads this...

[rivkahlynn]

I am so frustrated and feeling so alone.... which I know isn't true...but yeah.

I have been trying for almost 10 years in total to have a healthy successful pregnancy and baby, and this hasn't happened. I know that I have PCOS but I still have tried, even gone to specialists who told me to try progesterone and metformin. I did this and still I didn't have a healthy baby. This year it seems more painful to me than before and I think it is because I am 28 and no baby it seems like every time I turn around people in my life are getting pregnant who say oh it was just a fluke, or it was a surprise. I don't understand how everyone seems to be able to have a baby while I still feel so freakin empty. Is there even any hope? I believe in God but at this point I even feel angry at him.

I am supposed to test next week but I feel like my af is going to be here this weekend. I just don't get it and I just want to scream.

Ok I will stop now... thanks for letting me rant...

[Healthylife4 Tori]

(((Rikahlynn))) There is always hope. Praying for you that you have and hold your miracle.

[marianne]

hi,
I'm so sorry you have to got through all this.
Dont forget that pms feels a lot like pg, so you can never tell that way- just hang on an test after af is due.
Dont forget , you know that you are having trouble because you are trying, where as there are lot of woman out there who have no idea they may never be able to, because they havent tried. At least you know young enough that you have time. I had my last at 43 so there you go!
I'm thinking you are just going to have to keep trying different things till you hit the right formula- unfair i know, but it will be worth it

[Krista]

(((HUGS))) God knows your heart better than you know yourself. And truthfully the best plan is in God's will. I love you. I will be praying, as I have been, for your rainbow baby, in HIS perfect timing.

[justlostanangel]

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to you, hon!!! It's hard to be trying so hard to have a baby, & have no success when it seems like you're surrounded by women who don't want a baby & get pg so quickly & easily. I think most everyone here can relate to that feeling! Please, please, continue to share your feelings here, & rant away!! We're here to support each other!!

[sylvia]

((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))) to you dear.