want to go back or run away fustrated hurting bad

[mcphillips11]

I am so angry and aggravate with every thing. i don't get it why do good people in the world suffer and struggle every day and bad people walk around there gifts of life and everything the want. i lose my third child Alexis on April 20th last week and i was doing bad at first but then i just started getting up put a smile on my face taking care of anyone but me i having a really bad day today i am scared to death that i'm losing the love of my life are relationship is just not the same anymore we struggling so badly in this economy we are struggling just to put food one table and keep put on the bills and my boyfriend he is a really amazing locally famous race car driver and been looking forward to this season all year we are not sure if we have the money too i just want to go back time so bad or run away i hate myself and life as of today i just so badly for things the go back to the way they were and i know they cant

[mom4ever]

So Sorry you're hurting so bad (((hugs)))

[justlostanangel]

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} Hon, I'm SO sorry you're having to struggle with so much at once!! You're not alone in wondering why bad things happen to good people!! There are times at work when it's really hard for me to stay there; I work in labor & delivery, & we have a lot of women come in on drugs...& then they're shocked when social workers & DHS get involved! It's true, things won't go back to the way they were....but gradually they will get a little easier. Please feel free to vent; we've all been there, had those days when you're so mad you could hit someone, the days when you just cry, and everything in between. Be kind to yourself...