Post by joanie on May 2, 2012 7:26:46 GMT -5
This week is an emotional week for me. "Amanda" would be turning 15. Her due date was between May 5-7. I still miss her so much, I cant believe its been over 15 years already. I still remember it like yesterday. I remember leaving the house, I remember going to the hospital and getting the ultrasound and them telling me no heart beat and no change in size and that they had to take her because I was hemmoraging 
I remember the appt. the week before when they told me there was no heart beat and that she was small in size but they were going to wait one more week to be sure. I was holding on to hope and crying telling her how much mommy loved her. I keep wondering what she would have looked like and what she would have been like. I miss my little angel.
I remember the appt. the week before when they told me there was no heart beat and that she was small in size but they were going to wait one more week to be sure. I was holding on to hope and crying telling her how much mommy loved her. I keep wondering what she would have looked like and what she would have been like. I miss my little angel. 
