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Post by allmychildren99 on Mar 19, 2012 12:43:30 GMT -5
Well this is the first time I'm pregnant after my last loss. I'm 26 weeks pregnant. I'm finally doing what I should have done then. I left my ex and am getting clean and trying to be the parent I seemed to fail at with my previous pregnancy. Much throughout this pregnancy it has brought back how I lost my 19 year old son and 7 week old. It helps me try to do better but gives a lot of the depression with all that I've done in the past. I can't believe GOD is giving me another chance. I somewhat think my babygirl is coming back to me. But with this pregnancy I was a little worried something would be wrong just like with my last pregnancy. All praise is due to GOD she's 26 weeks now. I still feel like I'm being cursed like it'll all be taken away at any moment. But I'm not stressed. I'd know I deserved it.
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Post by marianne on Mar 19, 2012 16:35:26 GMT -5
Hi again, I'm glad you left your ex, if he's babd news your better off without him.
I hope you mean that your kids did not live with you, not something worse- you seem to have had a rough time, but as you say you are doing better, so well done:)
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Post by allmychildren99 on Mar 19, 2012 17:56:40 GMT -5
I lost my son when he was 19. I was referring to my daughter that I lost to mc. She was 7 weeks I believe when I lost her. Confirmed she was gone at nearly 9 weeks. I wasn't talking about my other son. He's actually the only living son I have. I have a granddaughter as well.
It seems like I always end up with bad news it seems I'm just happy I didn't make thee mistake in marrying him. I have had a rough road. But I'm finally seeing a light at the end of the road. I finally think the rough part is moreso over that I thought never would end. That I'm very grateful for as well I'm trying to learn from every bad experience whether my direct fault or not. I really want to show GOD that I'm not taking this for granted.
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