My journey.....cd 13

[lostmom]

Never been one to watch for all the signs. But desperation will make people do all sorts of things! That said, for the first time in my almost 38years, I have felt my cervix !!! I've tried in the past when pregnant but couldn't reach it to save my life! My dh found it funny and laughed with me. So here I am with this new found knowledge but still have no idea what is going on . All I know is that on my first attempt I was shocked. I couldn't believe I actually could feel it. And it was like that for a few days. And then all of the sudden, 2 days ago it was harder to reach but with some effort I was able to find the opening. But today I can hardly reach it at all and can't find the opening at all! Just a hint earlier today of some ewcm but nothing since. Also having pain on right side which started about 3 days ago. Right now praying that I am truly getting ready to O. Last month the pain went for over a week ans I know that when that happens I am not going to get pregnant. Just hoping this is real this month!

Feeling more hopeful with ovulation approaching. But afraid of getting my hopes up. Trying desperately to keep in mind and prepare myself in case af shows up instead.

[marianne]

desperation does make you grasp at every sign. Dont forget even if you time everything perfect there no guarantee it will happen. i know I did nothing special to fall pg for any of my pg, and sometimes didnt even think i was till you just realise its been 3 weeks that you've been getting af so hmmmmm; and there you are, a healthy baby.
also, wanted to let you know I was 40 and 43 with last 2 babies so you've got time- hang in there!!

[missingisaiah]

(((HUGS))) I hope soon you are shouting from the rooftops that you are pregnant.