Another cycle, Another fail. (Vent)

[faithinangels]

Last month was first round on clomid. Today was first day of my cycle. We have been trying for almost 2 yrs no with no luck and I'm so frustrated I want to cry. Just give up the fight.
It hurts so much to watch everyone around you get pregnant and have babies (my cousins spit em out like pez dispensers) while we struggle to have ONE.
I'm tired of the well meaning people that keep telling us God has a plan, give it time. Mother Nature has a plan too, and so far shes winning. She has teamed up with Father Time.
Or have told me stories of others that have overcome infertility. You don't know that we will so don't tell me it will happen.
I get so tired of when will you have kids? or why don't you?
I wish people would get a clue as to how much losing a pregnancy hurts, and how the well meaning questions and comments hurts too.
I know they never will, but at least here you do.

[icerayven]

Hugs. I have been trying for 8 months. It is no where near 2 years but I can understand that it must be frustrating for you and painful. My SIL is in the same boat..

[marianne]

unless your family are really thick, I am assuming they dont know they are causing you pain so maybe you should have your mum or someone have a quiet word. i have a million relatives and it always stands out if one of us doesnt have kids soon after marriage, so if people ask you i think you should tell them the truth " been trying for 2 years, clomid is h*ll, thanks for asking." i know some people want to be more private, but if you dont tell people how can they help??? also, maybe others have a similar experience so you want be alone?