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Post by lostmom on Mar 6, 2012 16:50:39 GMT -5
I really hoped I wouldn't be here! But then I know I'm not the only one. I had soooo many symptoms. Even as I told myself that I knew I could be reading too much into it. I know, I've been here before. Light pink spotting started last night. Went to brown. Now bright red. It's over. All the pain and depression is swallowing me whole. How do you make it to the next ovulation and then how do you even get excited? This past month I spent those days in tears since i wasn't supposed to be ovulating, I was supposed to be pregnant!!!! And then how to make it through the wait again? I can't keep doing this! What to do?  How do you get through this? |
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Post by mom4ever on Mar 7, 2012 8:45:49 GMT -5
Oh I am so so sorry for all that you have gone through. So much.
How to get through.. wow, that's not easy and everyone is different. As much as I have wanted another one, and gone through extreme feelings and thoughts trying to concieve... for me I eventually had to take a month off sometimes. Yes there is the physical aspect, but my heart and mind just couldn't take it-the hoping-the waiting all of the time-even a wierd false positive test... and I needed a break sometimes..and you have so much that has just happened..not that you have take a break..but I really understand when you say, "I was supposed to be pregnant".. so sorry hon
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Post by justlostanangel on Mar 7, 2012 21:07:04 GMT -5
{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to you!! I'm so sorry you're having to deal with heartache, & so much more! TTC is soooo hard! You get your hopes up, only to have them dashed. Especially hard when you have symptoms. I really have no concrete advice, but I'm right there with you!! It may sound like such a cliche', but it is truly one day at a time, some times one minute at a time. Please feel free to post as little or as much as you'd like...we're here for you!
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Healthylife4 Tori
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A bear ever how hard he tries grows tubby without excerise- Winnie the Pooh
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Post by Healthylife4 Tori on Mar 29, 2012 9:45:27 GMT -5
((Hugs)) I dont want to come across as preaching. - The only thing that keeps me going and believing some good will come out of it. Is Faith. Faith that God has something good in store. And if my rainbow baby isnt meant to be he will give me peace to accept that. I have my days I feel sad but thats when i turn to Sg. - Praying for you that your stay here is short.((hugs))
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Post by elikelland on May 21, 2012 22:14:58 GMT -5
How are you doing now?!?!
I am right there with you. 5/17 had a D and C and lost our baby at 12 weeks..... now i have to wait. I am going through the emotional rollercoater ride. On 5/20 I started heavy contractions and was told by the dr it was my body passing blood clots and other stuff...
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How do you get through this?