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Post by tanny12 on Mar 25, 2011 17:54:07 GMT -5
Letter to Leigh My angel. My sweet baby girl. I miss you so much. I wish you were in my arms my love. Things are so difficult for me I feel as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I don’t know when this pain is going to go away. It’s been 2 months since we lost you and I still can’t face the reality of what has happened. I feel cursed. I question God every day. Why?  ?? I hope you safe and loved in heaven. I love you so much. I want to apologies if I did anything to cause you pain. I’m sorry that I complained about being bored. If God punished me for anything I said or did. I’m sorry!!! I’m very very sorry Lord but why punish me to such a degree. Why cause pain to all my family. All I have is unanswered questions .Till we meet again my love. |
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Post by essyrock on Jul 13, 2011 6:12:45 GMT -5
You know what? I had lost the word to comment on this letter after reading this...
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Post by Clara Hinton on Jul 13, 2011 23:06:14 GMT -5
Your letter to Leigh is precious and from the heart and so meaningful. I'm so very sorry for your loss, and I pray that there will be a day when this terrible guilt you are feeling is no longer part of your life. Guilt seems to grow and grow during our days of grief and pain.
I don't believe that God punishes us by taking our children from us, and I am praying that you won't add this extra burden to your heavy heart. Sometimes things in life happen that are so painful and we want answers, but there are none. Losing a child is one of those times when "why?" will never be able to be answered to our satisfaction. Please be kind and gentle to yourself.
Love and prayers,
Clara
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Post by gubean on Aug 13, 2011 13:03:22 GMT -5
Letter to Leigh My angel. My sweet baby girl. I miss you so much. I wish you were in my arms my love. Things are so difficult for me I feel as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I don’t know when this pain is going to go away. It’s been 2 months since we lost you and I still can’t face the reality of what has happened. I feel cursed. I question God every day. Why? ?? I hope you safe and loved in heaven. I love you so much. I want to apologies if I did anything to cause you pain. I’m sorry that I complained about being bored. If God punished me for anything I said or did. I’m sorry!!! I’m very very sorry Lord but why punish me to such a degree. Why cause pain to all my family. All I have is unanswered questions .Till we meet again my love. Dearest Tanny12 Your letter has had me in tears, I do hope you come back on here and read this - I to have lost a little girl and I know how you mean about the feeling in your heart, its like a crushing feeling that won't go away. I want to assure you that you are not being punished by God, He does not punish us for things we do, the bible makes it so clear to us that God IS love, it is impossible for him to act that way Job 34:10 in part says "Far be it from the the true God to act wickedly" What ever it is you have done to feel guilty, is not the reason you have lost your little darling baby. You sound such a humble person who has a faith in God I feel so upset you think you are being punished in this way I so wish I could give you a big hug. There is a real hope for our dead loved ones from the bible that we will see them again right here on earth, I would love to share it with you, only Gods kingdom can bring this about and the bible says God has a yearning to bring back the dead so he really wants to do this, no way could take our loved ones if he wants to give them back to us, please open your bible and read Job 14:14,15 if you want to talk some more please contact me. I hope you are coping a little better, I am here if you want a chat much love to you, Becci x |
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Post by lynette2012 on Jan 4, 2012 5:26:00 GMT -5
oh Lord tanny12 youve just echoed my feelings..i lost my son in aug 2011 its now 5 months yet i feel like its yesterday he left us.the pain is so hard and that nagging thought that maybe God is punishing me for my mistakes just wont go away.
my son fell ill yet as a medical practitioner ironically my knowledge and even the best doctors couldnt save him.or maybe was it witchcraft?believe you me iv thought of so many things trying to get a worldly expanation for his death. his illness was so mysterious and happened so fast im still wondering what happened.
finally i allowed God to speak to me and i accepted.it was a higher calling.at 2 1/2 yrs my son was so innocent,an angel sent to heaven for a higher calling.trust in the lord and he will comfort you and wash your pain.
we are not being punished death is inevitable and soon we shall reunite with them
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?? I hope you safe and loved in heaven. I love you so much. I want to apologies if I did anything to cause you pain. I’m sorry that I complained about being bored. If God punished me for anything I said or did. I’m sorry!!! I’m very very sorry Lord but why punish me to such a degree. Why cause pain to all my family. All I have is unanswered questions .Till we meet again my love.
