Post by rabbit on Mar 18, 2011 22:13:15 GMT -5
My husband and I were so happy when our two home pregnancy tests turned out positive. I didn't expect to be pregnant so soon and I was so happy! I began telling my sisters and my parents and then my best friend. My husband who is a very scientific guy and very realistic said to me, "You shouldn't tell so many people because it's too soon." But I couldn't keep this wonderful secret a secret anymore. I found out I was pregnant on the night the earthquake shook Japan and with the horrible Tsunami. I had mixed feelings the next day. I was sad for all of the Japanese that were suffering but I was happy about my pregnancy. It is said that a child born in the year of the Rabbit which it is, is very lucky. However on St.Patrick's day, yesterday I wasn't so lucky. I didn't find the four leaf clover. Instead I saw blood. It didn't stop and I went into emergency. Exactly one week from when I found out I was pregnant, I lost it. It is my first pregnancy but it won't be my last. Still I need this time to just grieve. I guess a baby born in the year of the rabbit, wasn't meant to be.
Try not to over think things, just relax and try not to panic.