Wide Awake 1:30 am

[mom2avigail]

So I took a sleeping pill tonight at 10ish and am wide awake here at 1:30. I don think that is how they are suppose to work.....I am sitting here sobbing, I miss Avi so bad, i want her close to me in my arms so i can stroke her hair. I miss her more than anyone can imagine. Help me Please. Let me sleep, let me eat, let this life be a new normal a terrible one without my child but at least let it be normal.
Lindsay
www.rememberingavi.blogsot.com