Post by nealjamie on Aug 20, 2008 11:26:18 GMT -5
I had a eptopic Pregnancy removed March 04 2007. I can still remember the exact hour I found out it was 11:02pm. I remember when the doctor told me looking at the clock and thinking 2 hours from now I am not going to be pregnant any more. I have had a real hard time is all I can say is nobody understand unless they have been there. This is my 3rd loss and I cant cope any more. I feel like I just cant go on. They think I was pregnant with twins one in my uterus and the other in my tube. How do you dell with this how do I go on. I think about it all the time I cry, cry, cry and my husband doesn't understand he just wants to try again and I do I really do, but I had my left tube removed and I am afraid if I get pregnant again it might be in my right tube and that will ruin my chances of ever having another baby. I had such a good felling about this pregnancy I was sure it was going to be great. I find myself thinking all these things like the last time I ate this, or done this I was pregnant with my baby. I know people have had much worse things happen and I don't understand why I am so sad. What is wrong with me? My husband just tells me to hush and stop crying and that hurts to. Why ain't he sad? Why does he want to try right now? I want to find a great doctor in my area that can help if anyone has any ideas let me know Please I cant go on like this!