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Post by sheyelo on Jul 4, 2008 10:15:48 GMT -5
Well my bleeding and cramping has increased. I know it is happening. Only a matter of time now before I will go to the er. They won't see me unless I am in full blown miscarriage. Just like last year when I lost my twins. And to top it off, today is the 3rd anniversary for me and my fiancee and he just left to go to a cookout at the river with all our friends for the 4th. He will be an hour and a half away. What if something happens!! Yeah, I told him to go ahead and go, but that was after he had to ask me if I wanted him to stay or could he go. If he didn't have the decency to know to stay here by my side then I sure wasn't going to tell him to stay. I am so alone!! And scared!! Here I sit, just waiting on the next pain or the sudden gush. I hate myself and I hate this life! Why does it have to be so cruel?
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Post by Krista on Jul 9, 2008 14:25:07 GMT -5
I'm sorry you are going through this. (((hugs))) Sadly this part of the site doesn't get visited much, but if you post in "I Had A Miscarriage" or "More Than One Miscarriage" you will get more responses there. Miscarriage is so hard. I have also had 2 of them.
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