Post by jenjon7 on Apr 12, 2007 22:55:02 GMT -5
I recently lost a pregnancy back in January. I was 20 weeks along and had a missed miscarriage. I had a D&C performed chomosomal testing done to see if there were any abnormalities that caused the death. The test came back that I was carrying a healthy baby girl. I was then crushed and strated to put the blame on myself, feeling that I did something wrong. I also have a bicornuate uterus (heart shaped) but the doctor ruled that out as a cause. I work in a childcare environment and have a very difficult time. I am surrounded by women who are having babies and constanly getting pregnant and I get so upset. I then feel guilty for getting upset and just wish I could get past this but know I will always get emotional to some degree. I al ready to start trying again, it has been three months. I am usually a 28 day cycle girl but after the surgery I did not get my period again until 35 days later, and it did not last as long as usual. It has since been another 45 days since my last period and I still have not recieved a second period. I am so frustrated. I have takin ovulation test to try to keep up with that. It said I ovulated back on March 10 but I never recieved a period after that and now the ovulation test say that I ovulated yesterday (4/11), so I am confused. I do see how I ovulated in March then never recieved a period and then ovulated again. I took pregnancy test just to make sure and they were negative, but I expected that since we were careful to wait until now to try to get pregnant again, the doc suggest waiting 2-3 months. I am so ready to start trying but my cycle is all crazy and I am worried. I just hope everyhting is ok and my cycles regulate again. we want to have kids more than anything and I am so worried. I am scared for my next pregnancy that I get through it with a helathy baby. I just obsess over it now and want it so bad and hate ahving to wait.
