Post by mommyheneverknew on Mar 24, 2007 20:57:38 GMT -5
To my baby I never knew,
I'm So sorry I never held you in my arms, But I do hold you close to my heart. I never got to know you, to see your face or feel your touch, but you will always be my baby, From the moment God gave you to your dad and Me. I was so scared, how was I going to do this, was all I could think but at the same time I was proud proud to be someones mommy proud of you. I never knew you or your name but i love you more than anything. I don't know if anyone but a mother could understand that love, or that feeling of overwhelming joy the first moment you find out about your child inside you. I know I will never be the same, I gave a piece of me, a piece of my heart went to heaven with you, to watch over and love you. I can't express what I owe to you honey. You are the reason your Dad and I realized how much we truly love each other. I will never understand why God never let us meet. The Bible says God knows every child before they even exist, The only thing I can hope for is that God needed your blessing more than your Dad or I do. I hope to meet you one day in heaven and hold you close to me. I sit here wondering if anything could have been done to keep you here with me. I think back to how I felt when I saw your little heart beat flutter for the first time, and then when I went back the second time and the screen was still and the tech silent. I know she cried a tear for you baby, I saw her eyes well up during the ultrasound even before she told me and Dad you were no longer with us. I wish I could have a place on this earth to go for you, where we could meet. I pray that you did not feel any pain. I promise you, I will NEVER forget you. You will always have a very special place in my heart. I Love You.
Love your Mommy you never knew
EDD Oct 20th 2007 with us for 9 weeks, went to be with God March 19, 2007
I sat down and wrote this letter to my son I never got the chance to hold. Although he left this earth after a very short 9 weeks of pregnancy i say my baby was my son because at my final ultra sound when they told me his heart had stopped beating, they also said he was only the size of six weeks, I think back to when I was six weeks along and I had the most vivid and heart warming dream in which I got to hold my brand new baby boy in my arms, I never thought much of it untill they told me he probably died at six weeks, I think before he left his mommy to go to heaven he came to me in my dream and I got the chance to hold and touch him. Until we meet agian in heaven my sweet son I know you are with me. Love your mommy you never knew.
I'm So sorry I never held you in my arms, But I do hold you close to my heart. I never got to know you, to see your face or feel your touch, but you will always be my baby, From the moment God gave you to your dad and Me. I was so scared, how was I going to do this, was all I could think but at the same time I was proud proud to be someones mommy proud of you. I never knew you or your name but i love you more than anything. I don't know if anyone but a mother could understand that love, or that feeling of overwhelming joy the first moment you find out about your child inside you. I know I will never be the same, I gave a piece of me, a piece of my heart went to heaven with you, to watch over and love you. I can't express what I owe to you honey. You are the reason your Dad and I realized how much we truly love each other. I will never understand why God never let us meet. The Bible says God knows every child before they even exist, The only thing I can hope for is that God needed your blessing more than your Dad or I do. I hope to meet you one day in heaven and hold you close to me. I sit here wondering if anything could have been done to keep you here with me. I think back to how I felt when I saw your little heart beat flutter for the first time, and then when I went back the second time and the screen was still and the tech silent. I know she cried a tear for you baby, I saw her eyes well up during the ultrasound even before she told me and Dad you were no longer with us. I wish I could have a place on this earth to go for you, where we could meet. I pray that you did not feel any pain. I promise you, I will NEVER forget you. You will always have a very special place in my heart. I Love You.
Love your Mommy you never knew
EDD Oct 20th 2007 with us for 9 weeks, went to be with God March 19, 2007
I sat down and wrote this letter to my son I never got the chance to hold. Although he left this earth after a very short 9 weeks of pregnancy i say my baby was my son because at my final ultra sound when they told me his heart had stopped beating, they also said he was only the size of six weeks, I think back to when I was six weeks along and I had the most vivid and heart warming dream in which I got to hold my brand new baby boy in my arms, I never thought much of it untill they told me he probably died at six weeks, I think before he left his mommy to go to heaven he came to me in my dream and I got the chance to hold and touch him. Until we meet agian in heaven my sweet son I know you are with me. Love your mommy you never knew.
