Post by monicag on Feb 13, 2007 19:10:09 GMT -5
I have grieved in so many ways but what I've learned is that none of them are wrong. I grieved the loss of 3 miscarriages...even when the technical terms were blighted ovum or missed abortion or whatever sterile name the medical establishements gave my babies. I grieved by crying, crying, crying, eating, eating, eating....and whatever I thought would make my heart whole again. Amazingly...I'm done with that grief now...yes...done. I know my babies are in heaven...I know they greet each one of my relatives and friends who die. I know they look down...watch and wait. I am at peace.
The task at hand is the 3 children I do have here with me right now. A soon to be 13 year old girl who will soon have to experience crushes...love and loss.
Because of my life thus far...I will help her grieveI have an 8 year old boy who loves life and loves to draw. He is so happy and sweet and would do anything for anyone. Sometimes he is taken advantage of because of it.
Because of my life thus far...I will help him grieve
And finally comes my precious boy Jesse who is 3. He can't talk and he just started walking. I'm grieving so many many things for him. It is a different kind of grief. The kind that hurts to the core and goes on forever...will he talk, will he be able to know love... a crush...a first kiss... will he know God and how wonderful he is to all of us nomatter what?
AND Finally Because of my life thus far.....I will help ME grieve once more
The task at hand is the 3 children I do have here with me right now. A soon to be 13 year old girl who will soon have to experience crushes...love and loss.
Because of my life thus far...I will help her grieveI have an 8 year old boy who loves life and loves to draw. He is so happy and sweet and would do anything for anyone. Sometimes he is taken advantage of because of it.
Because of my life thus far...I will help him grieve
And finally comes my precious boy Jesse who is 3. He can't talk and he just started walking. I'm grieving so many many things for him. It is a different kind of grief. The kind that hurts to the core and goes on forever...will he talk, will he be able to know love... a crush...a first kiss... will he know God and how wonderful he is to all of us nomatter what?
AND Finally Because of my life thus far.....I will help ME grieve once more