Post by cstell2 on Jan 6, 2007 1:55:45 GMT -5
I experienced my first miscarriage on November 8,2006. I was 8 weeks pregnant and had just went to the doctor the day before. I had received my due date already. I still feel like I did something wrong. Everyone, including my ob/gyn Dr has told me there was nothing I could do to stop it. I am so tired of people telling me "you're young you can always try again" as if my pregnancy can be replaced. 
My husband and I can't agree on the issue of whether or not to try again, which isn't helping matters. I feel so alone, just because my husband did not really grieve for our loss. I feel as though I need to make up for his lack of caring. I will also go on to say that I am sick and tired of people saying " at least you were only 8 weeks and not any further, because the further you would have gone the harder it would have been". It's a loss no matter how it's counted.Adrian,
Mommy & Daddy love you
I wish you were here to make your debut
You were supposed to arrive in June,
but I guess god wanted you too soon.
You are our child no one will ever know
and we will never get to watch you grow.
Everyone says that we seem to be doing well,
but inside we are going through h*ll.
Our hearts are still hurting for you,
but most people don't have a clue.
Why did god need you in heaven so bad?
This just makes us so sad.
Sometimes we feel so sick because you're gone
and sometimes we dream of you playing on the lawn.
We are hurt so badly Adrian, and no one knows
what we would give to see you wiggle your toes.
Most of all we wanted to show you what we were taught,
but instead we are all just distraught.
Trent will never know his little brother,
but you my dear have never met your mother.
We all love you Adrian and that's the bottom line.
We know in our hearts that you are just fine.
Love Mommy, Daddy & Trent
