It's funny....(lc mentioned)

[marsij]

The more that people ask me how many kids I have, and the long story comes out, the more comfortable I seem to be about the idea of "only having one". Maybe I'm just drained from all the testing over the last sereval years. Maybe it's that my entire mind has fully realized how truly blessed I am right now.

This has been such a long hard journey. I'm still praying and waiting for answers to the questions that need to be answered. (Like why I'm "out of" estrogen and why my bones are falling apart!) God has a plan for me, and I just need to shut up and listen for it! I'm such a control freak, and I've tried so hard to control how everything has turned out up to this point. I'm so glad that I decided to put some of that energy to good use in the church's children's minitsry! Seems to be doing my DD some good too seeing mommy happy again! ;D

[kokomo1218]

I know how hard its been on you Marsi. I remember reading one of your post when I first came to SG. I wish you could get the answers you need. I wish we all could. I am glad you have found the childerns ministry to put your foucus on. You inspire me! I am going to find something to deflect my time from the madness of ttc as well! I am very active in our church, but I could be spending my time serving the Lord and be greatful, like you said of His many blessings.