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Post by heidi on Aug 14, 2006 10:36:03 GMT -5
3 days until Catherine's due date. I still think of her so often. Some days I think life would be perfect if only she had lived. David wanted a boy, so he would have kept trying. She'd be turning 5 this year.  David will be having his reversal in a little more than 2 weeks. No one in real life knows. His mother thinks he's going on a business trip. Good God, what if something happens during surgery? How would I explain it to everyone? I'm feeling very alone. No one understands. What if this surgery isn't successful? Will I ever be able to forgive David? I wish I knew what the future holds for me. I don't know where I'm headed right now. Heidi |
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Post by dawnn on Aug 14, 2006 14:23:15 GMT -5
Praying for your dh's surgery...that it goes smoothly and there are no complications. (((hugs))) I'm so sorry that you're feeling so alone right now. I hope you can feel my hugs and thoughts.
Love,
Dawn
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Post by marsij on Aug 14, 2006 14:27:43 GMT -5
(((((hugs)))))
You know, a couple weeks ago, Erik pointed out that our first m/c baby would have been 2 y/o now. I never thought he'd remember like that. Made me really sad.
I'm sure everything will be ok with your dh surgery. Saying prayers anyway though! 
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Post by Clara Hinton on Aug 14, 2006 15:47:55 GMT -5
Heidi,
You are so supportive to everyone, and it hurts to know that you're going through so many struggles right now. My special prayers are with you as you remember Catherine. I don't think we ever forget. Sometimes, the older we get, the more we remember and the more special these anniversary dates become. Do you have anything special planned to remember Catherine this year? Sometimes that helps ease a bit of the pain.
About David's reversal........again, my prayers will be with you both. I'm praying that all goes well during the procedure and that he heals quickly. It's so very hard not being able to share these things with family and friends. I've been there before in my own life. How sad that we often must turn to people outside of our genetic family for love and support, but that's true for a lot of us.
Please don't be afraid to ramble, Heidi. Nothing that you say will be overlooked. Many prayers are being said for you at this time. Please know that my heart is with you.
Love,
Clara
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Post by LauraBeth on Aug 15, 2006 15:10:35 GMT -5
Heidi...
Ramble away... that's what we're here for!
Know that my prayers and thoughts are with you and your DH in the days and weeks ahead....
((((HUGS)))))
In Him,
Laura
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Post by zoeysmommy4ever on Aug 17, 2006 14:06:26 GMT -5
I am thinking about you sweetie!! I will pray that God blesses you more that you could ever imagine! We are here if you need to ramble anytime!
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Post by Clara Hinton on Aug 17, 2006 16:44:02 GMT -5
Heidi,
Special thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope this is a peaceful day for you.
Love and prayers,
Clara
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