I am (try It)

[sarah020604bryce]

Heres a poem that I did you guys fill in you own and post.

I am a mother that mourns her son
I wonder what Heaven is like where he is at
I hear him laughing as he plays with the angels
I see him trying to take his first steps
I am a mother that mourns her son

I pretend to be strong in front of certain peopl
I fell his sprit everywhere
I touch his angelic face as I kiss him good night
I worry if he is safe or frightened
I cry when I think of the things we'll never get to do
I am a mother that mourns her son

I understand and have come to terms that he is with God and that is where he belongs
I say that I love, miss and need him
I dream that this is a nightmare
I try to take my grief one step at a time
I hope that he knows that I love him more then anything and I will never love anyone or anything as much as I love him
I am a mother that mourns her son

Now you guys fill out yours and post it on here

IT's
I am (two special Charcterisstics you have)
I wonder(something you actually wonder about)
I hear (anImaginary sound)
I see (an Imaginary Sight)
I want (an actual desire)
Iam (repeat first line

I pretend ( something you actually pretend)
I feel ( a felling about something imaginary)
I touch ( an Imaginary touch)
I worry ( something that bothers you)
I cry ( something that makes you feel very sad)
I am ( repeat first line)

I understand ( something yo uknow is true)
I say (something you believe in )
I dream ( something you dream about)
I try (something you really make an effort at)
I hope ( sonething you really hope for)
I am ( repeat first line)

[Heaven&Earth]

I am a mother who is incomplete
I wonder what you, my daughter, would be doing today
I hear you telling me you're here by my side
I see signs from you that you're telling me the truth- you are here.
I want your sisters to know you
I am a mother who is incomplete

I pretend that another child is you when I see her
I feel like maybe you really could be her
I touch her hair and think it's you
I worry that others would think I were crazy if they knew
I cry when I see this child doing all the things I dreamed for you
I am a mother who is incomplete

I understand that you are in Heaven- watching over us
I say that my life was forever changed by the brief time you were with us
I dream of the day that I will get to hold you in my arms and be with you for eternity
I try to help others as a way of showing my love for you
I hope that you know how much I wanted you
I am a mother that is incomplete

[selmasings]

I am a grieving Mother
I wonder what life would have been like with him here
I hear his heart beat softly at night
I see his small eyes flicker open
I want my dreams to be real
I am a grieving Mother

I pretend that I am holding him close
I feel his soft downy hair
I touch his tiny hands as he grasps my finger
I worry that he felt pain
I cry because I never held him close
I am a grieving Mother

I understand I cannot change that now
I say I will hold him some day
I dream that we will meet again
I try to be grateful for all that I have
I hope for now he is safe
I am a grieving Mother

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Thankyou for posting this - it's beautiful! It's amazing how we all change it so much with our own thoughts and experiences!

Love

Vicky xXx

[babs]

Can't even do it......
But it is beautiful!

[my3girls]

I tried to do it & cried the whole time . . . . kinda cathartic though. It's really sweet ~

[my2angels]

:'(WOW ..here goes..hopefully I can do it..

I am a mother to an angel
I wonder if you know how much I love and miss you
I hear you whisper to me in the night
I see you in my dreams playing in heaven
I want you in my arms so badly it hurts
I am a mother to an angel

...(SIGH) ~ halfway there...I can do it

I pretend that I am as strong as other people think I am
I feel your presence everywhere
I touch your soul with mine
I worry that there is no heaven
I cry because I will never be complete without you
I am a mother to an angel

I understand that you are not here for a reason
I say you taught me so much about an eternal love
I dream of the day I will hold you in my arms
I try to understand that you're an angel
I hope that you know the amount of love that I will always have for you
I am a mother to an angel

PHEW...I made it! Thanks for sharing

[blessedmom2four]

I am a woman who's weary and hurting
I wonder when I will laugh and mean it again.
I hear children laughing, but they are not mine,
I see undeserving women pregnant.
I want to hold my precious son
I am a woman who's weary and hurting.

I pretend I'm alright to the world all around me
I feel that I should be a strong exsample for others to see
I touch my stomach now empty and hurting
I worry that my husband will never hold a son
I cry to think of the life that is lost
I am a womans who's waery and hurting

I understand Jesus holds him now
I say that God must have needed him more
I dream that he sits on Gods knee and learns about us,
I try to live a life that he would be proud of
I hope someday to hold him in my arms
I am a woman who's weary and hurting.

[hunterandbethsmom]

I am an mother who is incomplete
I wonder all the ways things could have been different
I hear other pregnant couples rejoicing
I see a life without the family we want
I want my husband to have his own children
I am a mother who is incomplete

I pretend that all this doesn't bother me
I feel like I am fighting a constant battle
I touch my daughter, and am thankful that she is here
I worry that my husband will resent me for having her, and none for him
I cry because others can have children, why can't I
I am a mother who is incomplete

I understand that some things are meant to be, and others are not
I say I am at peace with my babies being in Heaven
I dream that one day, our family will be complete
I try to pretend that I am ok
I hope that one day, I wll be ok
I am a mother who is incomplete

[kaydensmommy]

I am a mother who buried her son
I wonder if there was something I could have done
I hear everyone tell me "its not your fault"
I see your picture on the wall
I want to hear your first cry
I am a mother that buried her son

I pretend that I am ok
I feel somedays that I cant go on
I touch the blanket you were wrapped in
I worry that your death was painful
I cry because you will never play with your baby brother
I am a mother that buried her son

I understand that you had to go
I say "I love you" every night
I dream I am holding you tight
I try to keep your memory alive
I hope I will see you again someday
I am a mother that buried her son

[george1995]

I am missing him everyday..even after so long
I wonder what we have missed, he would be going to high school this year
I hear his breath by me at night
I see sparkles of light in the dark, when i feel him close by
I want to hold him
Iam missing him everyday..even after so long

I pretend he stands next to me when i feel weak
I feel alone when i am with others who don't understand
I touch his soul with mine
I worry he suffered in any way
I cry right now, typing this because it hurts to miss him
I am missing him everyday..even after so long

I understand that i have to be strong
I say it doesn't hurt so much now
I dream that id din't have to be so
I try to make life happy and full, for the love of his memory
I hope that this could STOP happening, no more wasted lives
I am missing him everyday..even after so long

Thank you for this, I'm going to dry my eyes now

[Shar]

Okay I've been trying to do this since it was first posted, but haven't been able to.... then I didn't read the instructions correctly the first time... (all the imaginary stuff part) So the first one is the first one I did... the second is with the imaginary stuff. This made me cry so much... thank you for posting this.


I am MarieAnne’s mother
I wonder how I’ve survived this long without you here
I hear your windchime outside telling me you’re near when I need you most
I see your star on my way to work and talk to it as if you’re in the car riding with me
I want the world to know you existed
I am MarieAnne’s mother

I pretend I’m holding you while holding the dog
I feel his chest rising and falling, his breath on my cheek
I touch his soft head and imagine that I’m stroking yours
I worry that I’m not good enough to get to heaven, and to get to know you
I cry every day still
I am MarieAnne’s mother

I understand only that my love for you is true and eternal
I say I know you’re in a better place, although I still want you here
I dream you’re living in my mansion in heaven, or in an angelic nursery
I hope this is true
I am MarieAnne’s mother



I am MarieAnne’s mommy
I wonder what you would be doing now at 10 months old
I hear your cry in the middle of the night
I see toys in the living room
I want to play with you, see you laugh and smile
I am MarieAnne’s mommy

I pretend I am okay without you
I feel you hold my hand when it’s hard to go on
I touch you soft cheek, and wipe away your tears
I worry that you are busy in Heaven, wiping mine
I cry tears so heavy my head hangs low
I am MarieAnne’s mommy

I understand God loves me
I say I still believe this is true
I dream about having another child
I try not to worry about forgetting you
I hope you know how much I love you, how much I miss you
I am MarieAnne’s mommy



Thank you for letting me share





MarieAnne Elizabeth
~18 August 2004~
Born 5:20 am
Died 6:40 am
Born at 20weeks 5 days


Born too early, gone to fast,
But our love is strong,
And our memories will last.

[mypreciousashley]

Im sorry Im not strong enough yet all I can do is weep in tears for my precious Ashley. I miss her so much

Debbie