madisen and jacks mommy
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Madisen and Peyton at Jacks grave having a good time decorating for Christmas!!!
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Post by madisen and jacks mommy on Nov 8, 2005 13:27:15 GMT -5
I should be so happy that my baby is turning 4 and that I have her here with me, but it makes me think of Jack so much more. I miss him so much he should be here celebrating his big sisters birthday with us. When I was pg with him I had planned on him being here with us and had her birthday party all planned out, but now that has changed. We are going to the cemetery tomorrow and decorating his grave and we are going to sing happy birthday to Madisen there so we can all be together. I just feel so lost in my feelings. I look back at all the things dd has done in her four years of life and it makes me so sad because I will never have those with Jack.
I am so dreading the Holiday season coming.
Have to go shopping Thanks for listing!
Love to all
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Post by Buckeye on Nov 8, 2005 15:43:01 GMT -5
I'm sorry. It's funny how things upset you -- my youngest will be six this month and is in kindergarten. I wish I could turn back the clock about so many things -- especially the kids growing older. I am the only mom I know who wishes summer vacation could last all year! I miss the kids when they are in school.
Hope you manage to have a happy celebration for your dd -- be gentle with youreself.
Jen
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Post by hunterandbethsmom on Nov 8, 2005 16:34:34 GMT -5
It is hard to deal with the things that are normally such happy occasions. My daughter is 5 1/2 now, and I had my angel Beth's 1st birthday in September, and next week I have Hunters 3rd angel day...all so sad. Catherine is in Kindergarten, and I am enjoying all the fun things that she is doing, but there is still so much we are missing out on.
I too, dread the holidays. This will be the first Christmas where there are babies around...not mine either.
Take it easy on yourself, and Happy Birthday to your little girl! 4 was a fun year!
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