Post by april on Nov 5, 2005 19:27:40 GMT -5
Well I am slowly making it through the weekend! Been very hard! Last night my husband and I went out! We had dinner and went to a hockey game which was awesome we sat right on the ice practically! A fight broke out right in front of us! Blood ever where! LOL! It was cool! Anyways, we were going to get a hotel room and just stay away from home for the night to get away but we both decided that we would rather just be at home in our beds! Today we haven't done much of anything-we have talked about going out but it's almost 7:30 here and well.....we haven't budged! We went out to David's grave and tied some balloons to his shepards hook! We couldn't stay long! It just hurt too much! It's been one of those that you wish would never come or that you wish that it would end and yet it seems to drag on forever! I can't really be at home because I have pictures of David out, but I am having a hard time here at my mom's because the whole family is here and well my sister is pregnant and has a son about David's age. Then my other sister is here and she has her son! It's a little overwhelming but they all get angry well I feel upset and need some attention so to speak! (or in their words). I snuck downstairs to get online to vent some of this hurt and frustration but now my mind is drawing a blank! But I know that you all can relate to what really is going on in my head and what I am really feeling in my heart. I just wanted to let you all know that I am doing ok and I really appreciate you all thinking about me and David today! I love you all dearly!
Thanks,
Thanks,
