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Post by blessedmom2four on Nov 2, 2005 12:41:43 GMT -5
I am haveing a hard time today, this last week has been my due date time and It seems so sureal to me that I am not holding my son right now. Others around me are pregnant and ready to deliver and all I want is my own child back. The last month seemed like it was better, but suddenly it just hit me, hes supposed to be here. Is this weird? I'm haveing a hard time letting go. its been four months since our loss and yet I relive every detail evey night, I dont know how to make this better. thanks for listening Liz
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Post by ryansmom on Nov 2, 2005 13:05:12 GMT -5
Liz,
My due date was Oct. 21st and it has been four months since Ryan was delivered at 19 weeks gestation. I had mostly good days up until the 21st and then I cried that night, missing my son. It is very difficult now to know that I should be off work, enjoying getting up in the middle of the night and holding my son. However, my family is so supportive and I just remember that Ryan is in Heaven with his great-grandparents being well cared for. Each day I think of Ryan and sometimes I cry, sometimes I don't. But nothing is ever weird when it comes to losing a child.
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Post by ibarbie on Nov 2, 2005 13:13:31 GMT -5
{{{HUGS}}} Ugh- I just don't even want to think of Justin's due date. I am so sorry we have to go through this. At least we can all go through the emotions together here.
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Post by campbellsmommy on Nov 2, 2005 13:15:48 GMT -5
My due date is in 3 weeks. Im dreading this ..
(((((((((((HUGS)))))))))
Jess
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Post by momtoWill on Nov 2, 2005 21:02:48 GMT -5
(((Liz))) I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Sad to say, but I think it's pretty normal. For many, I think the lead up to the EDD is harder than the EDD itself. A year and a half out, and I still sometimes have it all come flooding back. Be gentle on yourself, ok? Please remember we are all here for you.
Take care,
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Post by my2angels on Nov 3, 2005 0:10:06 GMT -5
Liz,
Doesn't this just suck? I know exactly how you are feeling, Quinn's due date was the 22nd. It is hard, very hard knowing that our babies should be in our arms, not in our hearts and memories forever. It wasn't until my freind's sister (due on the same day) had her baby girl, that it hit me...wow, she is not in my arms.
How you are feeling is definitely not weird..I think it's 100% normal for us to think about what should be. I have found it almost worse since her due date past..just knowing that I won't ever see her first's hurts so bad.
Man this sucks... be gentle with yourself!
HUGS, Cass
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Post by mypreciousashley on Nov 3, 2005 0:28:03 GMT -5
You brought tears to my eyes as I read this. I lost my little girl on the 17th of October and I miss her inside of me. I relive each moment of the day thinking of when I woke up and she began to exit out of me at home. I am so sorry for this pain and want you to know I can so relate at this time. This is a pain I never thought I would feel. I cant even eat, My arms hurt and ache and the nightmares are much for me. I am praying for you and please email if you like. I am here for you. We can all walk this long road together till it get easier
love Debbie
my little girl Ashley entered the world and died on October 17, 2005 between 6:45- 7:00 AM at Mercy hospital and she was 17 weeks in gestation. Her due date was in April
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