I Miss Her

[isabelsmommy]

Every Day is a new challenge without my little girl. It seems like I experience something or see something new that I just want to teach her or show her... I miss her so much and nothing in this world could ever replace her... sometimes I feel SO guilty because my new daughter Olivia (11 months) just can't "change" my life around or make me feel "better" - I just wish things could be different for ALL of us...

Sad tonight...
Abbey

Mommy to 2 beautiful little girls...

Isabel Grace s/b @ 40 weeks 6/23/03
Olivia McKinzie "our Miracle" born 12/8/04

[andrewsmommy]

(((HUG)))

I know the feeling. I am currently pregnant and I keep having thoughs along these lines. This new baby will never replace Andrew and while I am happy to be pregnant I miss Andrew even more. He will always be an empty spot in my heart. I don't think we can ever change that and I wouldn't never want to stop missing my boy.

We will always love and miss the one we can't hold. (((hug))) I am sorry you are hurting.

[babs]

Abbey,
I'm so so sorry that things are so tough right now hon. I'm always here.
Love and peace,
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
me

[Heaven&Earth]

I've been missing my girl a lot these days too. Just sending you (((Hugs)))

[ladylost]

It must be something in the air. I was in the car today thinking how empty I am without Sydney. I was feeling a bit better then the weather changed and all of a sudden I'm back in this slump. I look outside now and hope tomorrow brings me a more peaceful day. I wish the same for you.

[hunterandbethsmom]

I think it is the approaching holidays. This always seems to make things worse on us.
I miss my kids so much, some days I physically ache...
I hope the days ahead are better for you.

Joy

[momtoWill]

Hi Abbey,

So sorry you're feeling so sad. I can only imagine the mix of emotions. I just wish we all had our babies with us in our arms. It seems that we seem to follow our babies' ages as time goes on, always wondering what they'd be like and what they'd be doing.

Wishing I could give you a big (((hug))) right now.

Take care,

[FourSweetPeas]

I'm thinking of you abbey. I start feeling the dark cloud more as the holidays approach. Every picture I take or place i set at the table I always think about Aidan. It will always be there but I have noticed it is not as suffocating as it was.

Try and let go of some guilt. Easier said than done i know. Your Isabel knows how much she is loved and missed.

[mypreciousashley]

I just lost my little girl on the 17th of october. It has been the hardest thing for me. Just today we finally got her memorial planned. I was 17 weeks in gestation loosing her and they let me hold her after she died. She was 9 inches and weighed a hefty 1 lb 2 oz. They said she was little chunk. the pain is unbearable and very hard. I can relate to seeing things and wanting to show your little one. It has not even been full three weeks for me and it is sooo hard. She was precious in my heart and mind even holding her dead. I can related

[ashleysmummy]

I know how you are feeling, it will be 2 years since I lost my precious Ashley on the 15 November. I have since had another precious little girl Olivia Rose, on the 8th Dec 04. I love Olivia so much, but she doesn't take the pain of losing Ashley away, I miss her so much. Why did it have to happen to us???

Big (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) to you.

Allison

[mypreciousashley]

Allison, \
we named our baby the same name. They ask me to name my baby and her name is
Ashley Edith Michelle Lopez. I loved her so much. Her memorial is at our church on the 12th of November . I am very anxiouis about this

I dont know why it happen. Maybe in this crisis of life we can be vessel of God to others in compassion of his love to understand the pain. This is all I can figure out

Debbie