Kevins Mom....

[pamela]

Dear Kevins Mom.

I am so sorry for your loss of kevin and that you have to feel the horrible, awful pain that his death has brought to your life.

I understand your wanting to not live, life to you doesn't make sense right now, and all you can probably think about is being with kevin. I am so sorry his life was taken like it was.

I know right now you are over come with grief but kevin needs you...kevin needs you to stay here on this earth and keep the memory of him alive. There is simply no one that can do that like you can. Kevins physical presence might be gone, but he will always be a part of your life and its up to you to make sure that no one ever forgets how important of a person he was.

I am so sorry you have to feel this way...I wish I could give you a real hug but now this will have to do. Please come here and talk to us, we understand. All of our children have died in different ways but we all find we grieve in many of the same ways.

((((((((((((((((((Kevins Mom)))))))))))))))

[judiann]

((((((((Kevin's Mom)))))))

A very sad welcome to you. I am so sorry you had to find us, but we do understand......we know just how you feel too.
Tell us about Kevin when your ready......we're always here......let us help you make it through another day.

judiann

[Corinne]

{{{{{{{{{{Kevin's Mom}}}}}}}}}}}}

I am so very sorry, my heart aches for you over the loss of your son Kevin. This is so horrible, I detest violence, I can not even watch it on TV and can not imagine losing a child this way.

Please be strong for Kevin. Pam is right, he would not want to know his Mom is thinking these thoughts. Come back and share your thoughts with us. We are always here.

[rachiesmom]

I am so very sorry that this horrible thing has happened to your precious Kevin. It is hard knowing that we have to face life without our precious children, and I. too, find no true purpose in living. It isn't fair that they are no longer with us. But somehow we find a way to press forward until the day we can be with them again. I hope that you can find the strength to do just that.

[kevinsmom102]

Thank you so much to everyone. I do have these thoughts but then they go away because I know Kevin would not be happy. My son was the light of my life. He was the only child that I could have. Kevin wasn't a perfect teenager by any means, but he certainly didn't deserve to die at the hands of an animal coward. I wish that the court system would just send him to me for justice. I'll give him justice. He butchered my child and ran away and left him to die. I wish I could return the favor. I'm so angry I have to put my face in a pillow daily and just scream and scream and scream. I miss my child. I miss my child. It sounds like I have found a great place to be. Thank you again. :

[pamela]

((((((((((((((((((((((((((kevin's Mom))))))))))))))))))))),

Come....talk to us more. Of course Kevin didn't deserve to die, he was your baby, he was yours.

I can only imagine the intense anger you must have towards his killer. You are justified in feeling that way. Hit, scream, do whatever you have to, to get some of it out.

Take care, we are here for you always.

pam

[joan]

Kevin's Mom

So, so sorry for the loss of your child, and by another's hand. My son was also killed by another young man, though he used his fists. Some of the family have had to deal with enormous anger, and thoughts of revenge as you describe. I am assuming there will be a trial and my heart goes out to you. It is a very painful experience.

You will get support here, probably better than most other places, as "friends" and often family do not understand what we go through.

Please take care of you as best you can.

Blessings

Joan