already thinking about March

[kenmay]

Already trying to figure out how I will make through March.
Feb. 27 Tim's Birthday (also 31st anniv of Deb and I's 1st date)
March 2, Debs Birthday
March 9, Debs Angel Date
March 20 Kendra's Angel Date
Krystal's Angel Date (and birthday)

So pray for Tim and I the upcoming hollidays will be none to easy either.

[judiann]

((((((Ken))))))

I can barely figure out how I'm going to make it thru today & I only think about tomorrow when I wake up in the morning, just to start all over, because Now it's today........again.
I don't dare let myself think so far ahead to Feb.5th, Melvin's birthday {& mine} or Mar.29th, his Angel Day.......
Our lives can & have changed in a single heartbeat.......staying in the here & now, one day at a time, is the only way I can hold onto this very fragile, thin thread of my sanity......& my hold is slipping.
The upcoming holidays???.........no plans, don't know & really don't think about them......too far in the future for someone that can barely make it thru today.

Love to You & Tim,

judiann

[heartsore]

Oh Ken, you have so many "days" to deal with. I'm so sorry. There is no roadmap for any of us on how to keep going with this sorrow, but somehow we continue on the journey.

None of us are looking forward to the holidays. The joy we knew in our "normal" lives is gone . . . now we look for ways to help us get through them.

And, somehow we do get through them. And, some days are better than others. Sometimes I wake up and feel stronger and other days I wake up and wonder why and how it is that I keep waking up.

Look for ways that might comfort you and Tim even though they make you weep. I change my methods like the wind . . . sometimes I want to look at photographs and remember and other times I try not to "think" too much. Whatever helps you get through it is my advice.

I wish you strength and peace in the coming days.

[ericsmom]

Ken, I pray for you and Tim everyday. I wish there was more I could do. You are my hero, teaching me to navigate a path that I have nightmares about, when Ron dies and he takes another piece of our son with him.
I wish you peace as the holiday's approach.

Denise

[Corinne]

{{{{{{{Ken}}}}}}}}}

I know the first Christmas without Deb is going to be so difficult for you. This could be what is triggering your thoughts of March. I do wish you peace, my friend

[missingjason]

Ken, be easy on yourself. March will definitely be a hard one for you. So many memories, good and bad.

I still believe God is molding us for his kingdom and sometimes it takes tragedy to give us strength. And with the tragedy you have had I can imagine you will be a bright and shining star in his kingdom. And you and your family will be united together again one day. That is the day I look forward to.


(((Hugs)))

[pamela]

((((((((((((((((((ken)))))))))))))))))))))))))))),


March will be here before you know it. I think its good that your thinking ahead but don't think to much Ken. Try to take it day by day. Hope Tim is ok.

Love pam