Another day had passed...

[myheart]

Another day has passed....I am hurting so much right now I barely have the will to write these words. This is the only place I have found even a small amount of comfort. I miss him so much, I have a weight so heavy on my heart I can't breathe. I want to close my eyes and never wake up. I want to smother him in kisses and tuck him to bed. I want to cook him dinner and take him out for icecream. I want to hold him in my arms and feel him fall asleep. I love him so very much. I need my baby back.

THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!! GIVE HIM BACK TO ME!!

There are moments when I can't bear to go on....this is one of these moments. He was so handsome, people would stop me on the street, I could not walk 10 feet without them oohing and aahing, wanting to tell me how beatutiful he is, was.....I love you baby boy, mommy misses you so much. I will close my eyes now and remember you.

[Alaska]

Dearest Myheart,

I see that you are online right now, so I wanted to reach out to you. i wish I could wrap my arms around you right now. I know, unfortunately that there is nothing I can do to make it any better at all. My heart is absolutely breaking for you and the anguish you are experiencing. I just wanted you to know you are not completely alone tonight. I am praying for you right this minute.
Sending all the love and confort I can muster...

[pamela]

((((((((((((((((((((((My Heart))))))))))))))))))))),

A hug to get you through your day. I am sorry that your grief is so intense right now and that you are missing your precious boy. he sounds so beautiful and I can tell through your words how very much you love him and miss him.

I know there is nothing I can do but be here for you and listen right now. Please keep on writing, please keep expressing your grief, it can't be kept in. I hope today that there are some moments of peace when you are able to think about your precious one and remember all that he brought to your life. I wish that you didn't have to feel this awful pain hon. I know how much it hurts.

Pam

[Corinne]

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hugs to you. I do wish there was more I could do for you. Yes this site is comforting, but it is the internet, I wish I could give you a real hug.

Do keep posting your feelings. It helps to just get it out.

[iamd3w]

Hugs, hugs, and more hugs. Nothing I can say either to make you feel better but I am here too to listen and cry too. I have made it just over 2 years now without my little girl and it IS very hard to get though each day without some hurt. I hope you feel a little better tomorrow.
Dominique

[andrea]

((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))

I'm so sorry