Holiday Bill of Rights

[megeliza]

A very appropriate poem posted on another site:

Holiday Bill of Rights for Grieving Parents
***************I HAVE THE RIGHT****************

I have the right to go from estatic to tears in 30 seconds.

I have the right to be excited about going holiday shopping, only to get there & need to leave because of a panic attack.

I have the right to not be joyful every single moment or day of the holiday season.

I have the right to not send out Christmas cards, AGAIN.

I have the right to NOT listen to Christmas music when I can't bear it.

I have the right to be quiet, continue to grieve my child & be alone when I need to.

I have the right to choose not to participate in gift exchanges and holiday celebrations at my place of work, worship, or anywhere else.

I have the right to look for & feel joy & love in the holidays & my life, just please don't try & force it on me. I'll find it on my own.

I have the right to want to buy my child a Christmas present and take it to the "Angel Park"
(cemetery, site, or other place)

I have the right to buy the present and decide that I can't bear to take it to the "Angel Park"

I have the right to get to my family's house late and leave early.

I have the right to walk outside and get away for a bit of fresh air when it gets to be too overwhelming.

I have the right to include my child in any activity that I want without getting the "funny looks".

I have the right to be angry.

I have the right to be alone with my child and not have to explain why I want to be alone.

I have the right to laugh at unexpected times and hug a pillow and talk to myself when I am remembering.

I have the right to long to have my child back, to have the life I once had.

I have the right to find a way to honor and remember my child during the holidays by whatever ritual I feel comfortable with.

I JUST HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE ME...THE ONE WHO NOW EXISTS.

[heidiforever]

That is absolutely beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing!

[judiann]

Bumping this up to help remind us again...... We have Rights too!

[andrea]

That was so perfect. I'm crying. Thank you so much for posting that!!