Post by Alicia on Nov 11, 2005 19:45:50 GMT -5
November 5th was the one year anniversary of my first loss. Today is the first time I thought about it. How bizarre is that? Last month I was dreading it so much. I kept thinking how I couldn't believe it had been a yr since the first loss and I still didn't have a baby and wasn't even pregnant 
. I almost feel guilty for not remembering my angels (it was a twin pregnancy) but I've had SO much going on with my sister, financial difficulties and stressing over ttc. I know it doesn't matter. I love my babies and truly think about them every single day, but half the time I don't know what the date is to begin with. Well, anyway, I just had to post because my jaw literally dropped when I realized it had passed already. December 20 is coming up too which is not only my birthday but my EDD from my last little one. I'm praying hard that God will give me a reason to celebrate between now and then. Thanks for listening, I'm done 
. I almost feel guilty for not remembering my angels (it was a twin pregnancy) but I've had SO much going on with my sister, financial difficulties and stressing over ttc. I know it doesn't matter. I love my babies and truly think about them every single day, but half the time I don't know what the date is to begin with. Well, anyway, I just had to post because my jaw literally dropped when I realized it had passed already. December 20 is coming up too which is not only my birthday but my EDD from my last little one. I'm praying hard that God will give me a reason to celebrate between now and then. Thanks for listening, I'm done 
