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Post by raven on Nov 10, 2005 14:18:39 GMT -5
Hi there, i think i have posted on here before, not sure now! Anyway im currently ttc again, after losing my son Flynn at 20 weeks and 6 day's in April, and then had a miscarriage of Twin's in August and July, all this year. I've only been trying for about 5 or so week's though, now a/f has arrived, i was hoping i wouldn't see her this month! I know wishful thinking! I got pregnant quite quickly all three times, but im scared now that i won't be able to at all now, because of everything that's happened. I don't know if anyone else feel's the same, but after losing my son and then the twin's, i feel i am damaged in some way, my confidence has gone a bit and like i say im scared, i won't have anouther. I am grateful for my son Ethan, and if we are only ment to have him, than we are still very lucky and blessed, but i would still love just one more. We only want one more baby. Sometime's i feel im asking for too much now, or i am being greedy, especially when i read of ladies on here that are having problem's just having one. Anyway i just want to wait and see what happen's, best wishes to you all.
((Hug's)) Rebecca
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Post by mommy2mark on Nov 10, 2005 19:07:56 GMT -5
Hi,
We lost our son in April also. He was 20w6d. We found out on April 4th he no longer had a heartbeat and i delivered him on April 21st (on the second try of being induced).
We are on our 5th cycle of trying again and I know the feeling. Most the of time I wonder if we'll ever have a baby. I had several friends who all got pregnant on the first try last year and had picture perfect pregnancies. I know they say it can take 6 months to a year for even a healthy couple to get pregnant, but that's hard to believe when it seems like everyone around me gets pregnant right away.
I hope you get your BFP soon!
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Post by Janis on Nov 10, 2005 20:53:45 GMT -5
Hi Rebecca,
First I am so sorry for your losses! I do completely understand how you feel - I feel like my body failed me and my angels!
A big welcome to the MAD-MAD world of TTC! Hope your stay here is short.......
BABY DUST & ANGEL GLUE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~ ^i^ *~ ^i^ *~ ^i^ *~ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Janis
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