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Post by celestiana on Nov 27, 2005 20:49:18 GMT -5
...that's making me so depressed? Having a really tough time getting through. I had 2 m/c this year -- one in Feb and one in Sept. I thought I was doing okay, had stopped crying... but I'm not sure what's going on these days, my heart feels so heavy. Really sad and am crying again. I don't want to get up from bed and I don't want to deal with anyone. I'm normally a very patient person, but these days my fuse is short and I just want to be left alone. And although in many ways it's my doing -- I seem to have built walls around me... I don't know, it's weird. I want to be left alone and yet I don't. I also feel lonely.   |
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Post by Teardrops on Nov 27, 2005 20:55:36 GMT -5
oh honey ((((HUGS)))) I am so sorry your hurting but please know it's not just you......I have been just so grouchy I want to be left alone....I see the decorations and it means nothing....I usually have all my shopping done and I havent gone in a store yet....thanksgiving I just barely got by, I had to take 3 or more bathroom breaks just to stay in one peice if that makes any sense. I 'd go in there and cry until I felt a bit more relief then I would go back out to the family. It was so hard I felt like a failure and just thought god how am I going to get through christmas. I am so sorry your in pain I just wish there was something I could do for you...anything to lift your heart just a little bit ((((HUGS))))
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Post by Coping on Nov 27, 2005 23:21:31 GMT -5
Sorry to hear that you've had such a tough year. This is a really hard season. I'm really short tempered all of the sudden. I think that the excitement of Christmas reminds me of the excitement I felt about being pg. And I can't help but think where I should be (very pregnant) instead of where I am, wondering when/if I'll be pg again. It's hard to be around so much happiness. I'm hoping it will be contagious. At the very least, I look forward to putting '05 behind me and trying to start fresh with a new year.
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Post by mommyof3angels on Nov 28, 2005 19:32:00 GMT -5
Sorry u are hurting. I know how you feel with the holidays coming up.
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Post by peanutmomma on Nov 28, 2005 20:04:16 GMT -5
I feel the same things all of you have said...I am so ready for this year to be over...although Jan will be horrible to as was my dd. peace to you all.
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Post by mommyof3angels on Nov 28, 2005 20:45:38 GMT -5
Peanutmomma~ Sorry January will be awful for you. Feb will be awful for me since my due date for the baby I lost in June was that month.
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Post by peanutmomma on Nov 28, 2005 21:51:32 GMT -5
thank you...I am so sorry for your loss too. hopefully we'll all make it thru together
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