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Post by Teardrops on Nov 26, 2005 13:21:52 GMT -5
I must have had like 3 different bad dreams last night..... All about my baby and how I can never reach him. I'm so tired of this pain and grief...I lost another 9 lbs.....my little one said to me mommy it's ok to use your appetite...I didn't even realize I'm not really eating so I can't imagine how she noticed. The holidays are just too much for me I managed to get through thanksgiving but I'm terrified of christmas. I just feel like a part of me is missing and I'm tired of crying...yet I can't stop Sometimes I swear my heart literally hurts because it's broken.......I don't know what to do anymore I seem to be getting sadder
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Post by peanutmomma on Nov 26, 2005 16:15:45 GMT -5
I feel the same dear, and I am terrified of Christmas too. Everyone else just wants to act normal, I am not normal anymore, part of me died...and my dd was to be a few weeks after Christmas so it feels the hits keep coming.
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Post by mommyof3angels on Nov 26, 2005 22:04:46 GMT -5
I am sorry. {{{HUGS}}} Here if you need to talk.
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Post by Alaska on Nov 26, 2005 22:17:26 GMT -5
Those nightmares are the worst. I am so sorry.
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Post by Teardrops on Nov 26, 2005 22:31:05 GMT -5
thankyou all for your kind words they mean the world to me..at a time like this what is most precious is to know your not alone...you ladies are wonderful
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