Need Prayers badly

[Mommy2amazingGrace]

This may be a little off subject, but whenever I need strong prayers, I always come here cause I know that my friends will never let me down.

Let me start by saying that I am having a h*ll of a couple of weeks. I'm getting into a lonely state. I don't want to do anything, go anywere, be with anyone. All I want to do is stay at home, look at pics of Chris (my angel's father) and cry my eyes dry. I have been missing Chris like crazy these days and I don't know why. I expect to miss him closer to my EDD (January 12) but I don't know why I miss him now. He had a brain aneryusm, most of you know that from the old board. Well he started Radiation therapy last week and he has to have brain surgery sometime this month to dissolve the blood clot at the base of his spine. I saw him the other day for the first time since I m/c and he hugged me for a real long time and it broke my heart and made me fall in love with him all over again. Now most of you know the story of Chris and me. So that was a hard thing to do, admit that seeing him brought all of my feeling for him back, stronger that ever. Now with all of this going on, Chris and his surgery, my missing him and still loving him, I have a HUGE problem. This is where I'm going to get off subject.
As if I don't have enough on my mind as it is, I am being stalked. And I don't mean in the way that an ex keeps calling and petty stuff like that. I mean legitimately being stalked. My old boss has been calling me at my new job, harassing me. Calling to tell me that I'm beautiful and that he misses me and that he wants to see me. He knows where I work (and I still don't know how he found that out) he knows my schedule, what days I work and at what time I go in and clock out. He rides through the parking lot where I work. He called me yesterday to go meet him somewhere so we could talk alone, and today he got married. I am so scared. My new boss said that if calls again I should call the cops. I'm just scared that that will make him mad and then he will try something. Please please pray for something good to happen. I don't know how to handle this. I am not strong enought to deal with this. What should I do? I am willing to do anything.

PLEASE HELP!!!

[Teardrops]

Oh my goodness I am so sorry for everything that you are going through. So much stress at one time I am really sorry hun. As far as your little angels father I am sure those feelings will always be there. The father of my first child and I are no longer together havent been for years but I will always love him...I know it must be hard to watch him go through such a hard time but your boss on the other hand that worries me...he seems to be crossing the line I know you don't want to take things further since it may make him angry but he went from calling to doing something physical....he's showing up in the parking lot and knows your schedule which makes you vulnerable to him hun. I just think you need to protect yourself in some way so at least it is on record. I had to have on order of protection against someone once....but you can also just go make a police report...maybe let him know he has to stop harassing you and that you made out a report and if it doesnt stop youll get an order of protection. You must be so scared and looking over your shoulder you don't deserve to live like that...no matter what decision you make youll be in my prayers and I hope everything works out...((((Hugs))))

[Teardrops]

I just read your reply to my post thankyou for your beautiful words....I am so sorry you miscarried on your birthday I know a mc is hard at anytime but on your birthday must have made it even more so....tons of hugs and maybe sometimes on your birthday you could think of it as maybe it being more special becuase it's the day you came into the world and gave god an angel...sending my love and prayers

[nikkimount]

Teardrops, I would take that advice. If he stalks you one more time call the cops. The stress of going through that would be less than the stress of still being stalked. I'll pray for you that he leaves you alone and that Chris gets better. Good luck honey. I wish you the best through this terrible situation.

[sadmomof3and1angel]

NOW!! Coming from a family of cops I am telling you that if this continues you better call the police, Unless of course you want ME TO GET ON A PLANE AND COME KICK YOUR BUTT!! You can get an Order of protection, Im sure his bride wuld love that.This isnt funny, this is a very serious thing. Hes getting married and stalkig another woman? He sounds nuts to me. Promise me you will be very careful and take the advice I gave you.
As far as Chris goes I dont like whathe did to you but maybe hihs illness has changed him for the better. if yoy are interested in being with him again, take it slow very very slow. Im just a phone call away sweetie any hour!!
Love you

[jenn]

Just said a prayer for you....................
I'm sorry you are going through such a difficult time! Stalkers are SCARY - seriously, call the police if he keeps harassing you! I hope everything works out well for you soon!

Jenn