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Sept 18, 2015 1:59:32 GMT -5
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Post by myheart on Sept 18, 2015 1:59:32 GMT -5
I find myself here when I feel the most lost and alone. I know there are other support groups more active but this feels like my safe place. So much in my life is about to change. I am always surprised how much time has past, how I just go through normal life. But only because I don't think about him. I think about little things, that I miss him and love him. I see his face everyday. I know that I am a women who has lost part of her soul. But I don't think hard. Or deeply. That's to hard. I survive on being over worked, dieting or over eating and TV. Or books. Books and movies about death and heartache. It's my truth. My outlet to feel for someone else do I don't have to feel for myself. I hate that he's not here. I miss him so much. It never gets easier. Now I am feeling more sadness. Life changes I don't want. I have to trust Gods plan. I just needed to say I miss him in a place that could understand. Even if I'm alone here I still feel my 'friends'.
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Oct 26, 2015 0:56:25 GMT -5
Post by jaredsmommyforever on Oct 26, 2015 0:56:25 GMT -5
I have also not been on in ages, but here I am and i just saw your post. You are remembered, as is your son, and you are not alone.
Thinking of you. I hope you come back and see this.
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