Post by samanthapaige on Oct 29, 2017 2:42:47 GMT -5
So it’s been about 6 years since I lost my baby. This year it’s hitting me pretty hard for some reason. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of the life I could’ve had running around right now. The last couple month have been tough everyday the years are constantly there just waiting to pour out. I often have dreams of a little boy, I wonder if that’s my son telling me he’s okay. Or if that’s just wishful thinking I’m not to sure. If that is my son he would be turning 6 this coming March. What I wouldn’t do to have my child with me. I think the hardest part of daily life for me is being a mother with no babies. My heart is just aching and I’m Just writing this to get some of it out. But any feed back is very welcomed.