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Post by joerika on Dec 3, 2015 9:03:09 GMT -5
Have you had a miscarriage. I lost my first baby and it's the most painful thing I have ever experienced, both physically and emotionally. I still can't get my mind off the heaviness and sadness that I'm feeling. I hate it when I see other women pregnant. I hate it when I see women my age having cute and adorable babies. I just hate it!! What am i to do? Can you blame me? I'm supposed to be on my 8th month of pregnancy now. But what do I have now? Nothing. No baby. Just the memory and the pain. I'm trying me best to cope and I have accepted it but it still feels heavy. I don't think I'll be able to completely move on not unless we have another baby. I'm actually here to ask for help. My fiance and I have struggled and we're looking for a helping hand. Read our story here: www.youcaring.com/isaiah-joseph-salazar-458017 |
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Post by 7ura1000 on Apr 14, 2016 14:47:15 GMT -5
I feel you. I had my miscarriage in March 25th and I feel sad, crying everyday. it was my first and I had such hard time getting pregnant. I needed clomid and IUI to make it happen and I feel now all the dream is shattered. I lost mine at week 18 and 4 days. I do not think you will or I will foget that but with time maybe will cope with it differently....
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Post by cjones on Apr 23, 2016 19:08:33 GMT -5
I definitely know where you are ladies are coming from. I fight the urge to cry as well as fight the sadness especially since I also suffer from depression. It was my first pregnancy at 33. First pregnancy, First miscarriage...Why is all I have been asking. I am also active military and deploy soon and as much as I'm not ready to go back, I know I have to. My anger has been subtle as well because I know two people who just had babies and my baby cousin is pregnant again. So what is wrong with me? I hated going out because I saw all the pregnant women and thought that should be me. I still suffer with the worst anxiety, joint pain, nausea from time to time but don't talk to anyone because I don't want to sound like a broken record. The father hasn't really been there because he is in his last semester for his master's but sometimes I think he was secretly relieved it happened.
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Post by leahc on Mar 25, 2017 8:00:07 GMT -5
I feel the exact same way. At my first and last ultrasound appointment I was 12 weeks and 3 days. My baby only measured to be nine weeks with no heartbeat. My world was completely over. yes, I see other pregnant women and I get so jealous! The hurt that we've experienced I would NEVER want anyone to indulge in. I am so glad I found this group because I felt so alone. I was carrying my baby for N extra three weeks unknowingly knowing they were gone. Mommy loves you baby. March 23rd was the worst Day Of My Life. Now I have to look forward to my due date on October 2. You are not alone!!
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