brandonsmom
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Brandon 11/09/1984 - 07/09/2005
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Post by brandonsmom on Apr 29, 2015 22:16:53 GMT -5
It's been a long time since I've been on this site... I'm here again with the undeliverable loss of my oldest son last week! Brandon died almost 10 years ago, and now Corey in another car accident! How can this happen again??? Two children??! WHY? Dear God, how much do you think I can take?
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Post by judiann on May 18, 2015 18:57:55 GMT -5
brandonsmom,
(((((((((hugs)))))))))) I've been away a very long time too, seldom check in anymore...really keep hoping no one is here :-(...
I am so very sorry for the loss of your son, Corey. My heart aches for you & I honestly don't know what to say....so sad
I promise to come back everyday, I will be here...
((((((hugs)))))) wish I had more to give you
Love,
judiann
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Post by joan on May 18, 2015 20:21:14 GMT -5
((((((((hugs))))))) brandonsmum. So, so very sorry for the loss of your oldest son too. The board has been pretty quiet. Please check back in and let us know how you are coping. It is unbelievable that you should lose another child.
As judi says, I wish I had more to give you.
Love and prayers
Joan
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Post by judiann on May 18, 2015 21:57:53 GMT -5
Jennifer.....I updated & changed my e-mail addy on my profile, if you need or want it (((((hugs))))
Love,
judiann
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brandonsmom
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Brandon 11/09/1984 - 07/09/2005
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Post by brandonsmom on Jul 8, 2015 21:06:16 GMT -5
Thank you both for replying! Tomorrow will be 10 years since Brandon passed away. I still can't accept that Corey is gone to! It doesn't seem real. I go through the motions everyday. Go to work, come home and cook dinner, then go to bed. Get up and do it all over again. Just don't know what to do with myself.
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Post by judiann on Jul 14, 2015 10:02:53 GMT -5
Dear Jenny,
I'm so sorry for not seeing this sooner but, as you know, days,months,years pass by us in a blur....
I can't seem to catch up with the time. It's still day by day....just falling forward into another day, hoping, praying
that tomorrow might be better somehow...knowing that it won't be :-(
It's been 11 1/2 years since Melvin died & I still can't believe it. Accept it? Yes. I have no choice.
10 years now for Brandon...seems impossible doesn't it?? I can't imagine how hard this must be for you with the
death of another child,your precious son Corey.
Please know that you don't have to accept it, you can feel anyway you need to...if you can "feel" at all. Sometimes
just going thru the motions, slipping into "auto-pilot" is what gets us by for today.
I have to go for now. Doctors appt. that I must keep.....will be back soon.
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))
Much Love,
judiann
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brandonsmom
Junior Member
Brandon 11/09/1984 - 07/09/2005
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Post by brandonsmom on Sept 8, 2015 22:24:11 GMT -5
I'm really struggling. Work is so hard, my marriage is suffering. I'm having panic or anxiety attacks. Very disturbing to say the least! Just don't know which way to go. Everyday is a struggle. Thanks for being here!
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Post by joan on Oct 3, 2015 20:55:03 GMT -5
((((((((hugs)))))))) Jenny Hope you can get some help from your dr for the panic attacks. I can't imagine having to work at this time. Praying that things get a bit better for you and your hubby. This us a very tough journey.
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Post by jaredsmommyforever on Nov 1, 2015 3:23:00 GMT -5
Jennifer,
I am so deeply sorry to read about the loss of your second child. To lose one child is unthinkable, and to lose a second is unfathomable. I can only imagine the depth of your endless pain.
I am also so sad to come back and find how inactive these boards are. You deserve so much support and so few are here.
I hope you are somehow coping and receiving support.
Thinking of you.
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