allison
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sad. confused. angry. feel like a failure.
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Post by allison on Dec 8, 2013 22:00:08 GMT -5
Wow. I have been trying for many years to get pregnant. After a failed marriage, I decided to do it on my own with the help of a donor. I have alot of love to give a child and this is my most important dream in life.
Earlier this year, I got pregnant using IVF (my 2nd attempt). I don't know how many of you have ever been through that process, but it is a brutal process not for the faint of heart. Its also very very expensive. I do not have much support from friends and family but I was willing to try anyway. I lost my 1st baby at 5 weeks 1 day old.
I scraped the money together and tried again last month and got pregnant again. So imagine my heartbreak when I felt the familiar loss of breast soreness, cramps and blood. Its a heartbreak on many many levels. I think I am going to see a counsellor, but until that appointment, I just wanted to share with you what I am going through.
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Post by triangelmom on Dec 9, 2013 7:59:40 GMT -5
Allison, I read your signature and I know the feelings you have expressed…sad, confused, angry and feel like a failure but please know that you are not a failure. You did nothing to cause your two pregnancy losses and you are not to blame. I am so sorry that you have experienced these two losses and you have done so with little support from your family and friends. You have support here at SG and I hope you can find it with a counselor as well. Sending you hugs. Hannah
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allison
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sad. confused. angry. feel like a failure.
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Post by allison on Dec 10, 2013 17:13:33 GMT -5
Thanks triangelmom.
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Post by dawn on May 26, 2014 16:51:03 GMT -5
I am so so sorry for your losses.
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